As someone who has had lots of experience with both hypnosis and self hypnosis, as well as transformation specific hypnosis. This might seem slightly out of order. But lets go. here's a little 10 minute peek inside of my mind.
The clock ticks down, I can feel the pain in my body, the pressure in my mind. The spool is running so fast, if we want to call it that.
I try to focus, every day is close to being routine, deviating from it isn't rewarded. There's so much ground to cover, so much ground.
Indistinct thoughts, and feelings while I focus on writing this. I imagine times that I was happier, but the bitterness in.
"I want what I want, I want to be where I should be" -we blink- another thirty seconds gone, was I just idling?
Music may inspire emotion and help to process things but when you've got your head doing tasks and your listening to music, are you really paying attention or trancing...... It depends on if you've heard the song before, or if it's one you sing all the time. It can make you flash back, maybe even flash forward.
why do certain mixtures of phrases make us cry and we don't know why?
*a blurry projector film reel like movie starts to play and it's all warped around, burn holes in the nitrocellulose from focusing on a single still frame too much.*
What's on the cutting room floor?
Confusion......
I try so hard..... does it matter? If I could just slow down for a moment, to be able to relax, maybe I would understand more.
Let's just try to do what we can do, if we don't meet our quotas, we can beat ourselves up later over it.
Seeing physical afterimages..... seeing static...... the brainzaps............
I'm so lost. everything feels weird..........
Where is a clear voice? an image that doesn't disolve?
Sometimes taking just 10 minutes out to observe what you are thinking and how you are feeling about yourself and writing it down, makes all the difference.
What do you think? How long does it take for your brain to change gears?
Find the words to ask yourself a question and don't be afraid to answer honestly, even if it feels fake. It is still something. Even if it's like trying to understand animals talking with you like fluttershy does, you have to be compassionate, go slow and ask questions, don't be afraid to repeat stuff.
Eventually the noise will make sense.
The clock ticks down, I can feel the pain in my body, the pressure in my mind. The spool is running so fast, if we want to call it that.
I try to focus, every day is close to being routine, deviating from it isn't rewarded. There's so much ground to cover, so much ground.
Indistinct thoughts, and feelings while I focus on writing this. I imagine times that I was happier, but the bitterness in.
"I want what I want, I want to be where I should be" -we blink- another thirty seconds gone, was I just idling?
Music may inspire emotion and help to process things but when you've got your head doing tasks and your listening to music, are you really paying attention or trancing...... It depends on if you've heard the song before, or if it's one you sing all the time. It can make you flash back, maybe even flash forward.
why do certain mixtures of phrases make us cry and we don't know why?
*a blurry projector film reel like movie starts to play and it's all warped around, burn holes in the nitrocellulose from focusing on a single still frame too much.*
What's on the cutting room floor?
Confusion......
I try so hard..... does it matter? If I could just slow down for a moment, to be able to relax, maybe I would understand more.
Let's just try to do what we can do, if we don't meet our quotas, we can beat ourselves up later over it.
Seeing physical afterimages..... seeing static...... the brainzaps............
I'm so lost. everything feels weird..........
Where is a clear voice? an image that doesn't disolve?
Sometimes taking just 10 minutes out to observe what you are thinking and how you are feeling about yourself and writing it down, makes all the difference.
What do you think? How long does it take for your brain to change gears?
Find the words to ask yourself a question and don't be afraid to answer honestly, even if it feels fake. It is still something. Even if it's like trying to understand animals talking with you like fluttershy does, you have to be compassionate, go slow and ask questions, don't be afraid to repeat stuff.
Eventually the noise will make sense.
